My girl...

I don't really know what to write about anymore.
Because I've drawn the biggest blank.
Worse then a white sheet of paper.
It lays in front of me, my mind is lost for words.
I'm unsure of how I feel.
I guess, I'm just missing her.
I miss her even more because of the fact she takes my pain away.
When I'm around her nothing else matters.
I don't look at anything other than her.
She has my eye's.
She's got my ears, I'm willing to listen to anything she has to say.
She's got my attention.
She always had my full attention.
It's always been her, I've always thought about her.
Dream't about her.
My main goal in life was to fall in love.
Not that lust shit.
But love, real honest, unbelievable love....
I'm not sure if I've found it yet.
But I know your the closest I've been to feeling true love.
It's like a love story right.
But with a twist, it's kinda hard for us to be together.
Honestly though, you don't have anything to prove to me babe.
I love you, I'll show you.
I know I've been angry, selfish and frustrated lately.
But I'll do better then that, I'll improve.  
When I said I wouldn't wait for you.
I lied.
You'll always have my heart but honestly it depends on the situation.  
When your not here,all I have is photographs & memories to prove your real.
I'll do anything just have you here with me.
Even just for a little while.
Maybe just for a day.
Or two.
I know I just wanna be with you.
I don't know much but I swear that's true.
You have me wrapped around your little finger.
I wanna sweep you off your feet, catch you off guard.
Make you feel like your the only girl on this earth.
Because you caught me off guard.
Big time, I wasn't expecting to even have you look my way.
I know you've had heart breaks.
So have I.
But I swear, I won't break yours.
I'll let you break mine before I ever bring myself to hurt you.
Who would of thought, I fell for you in just one day.
That day in your yard.
When I picked you up over my shoulders.
Put you down and you started to play with my hair.
I knew, I had to have you.
Or I would never feel real again.
You made my heart light like a little firefly.
Just getting close to you my heart started to shake.
Then the next day in your room.
I wanted to read the poem you wrote for me.
But you just wouldn't have it.
So I picked you up and we wrestled for it.
I remember laying on your bed, as you had me pinned and ready to give.
Because I felt so nervous when you sat on top of me.
Holding my hands down.
I couldn't help but smile, we were completely insane.
We still are.
Then I read the poem you wrote for me.
After reading it that time, knowing it was about me.
It all started to work out.
You really did love me all that time, as I loved you.
That feeling was incredible.
I just can't believe I have you.
I guess this big blank turned into something after all.

Lily baby, I miss you everyday I'm not with you.
I love you like you couldn't believe.
I just wanna be with you...Please believe in this.
We can work it, you told me we could.
I have faith in you babe.
You mean more then everything to me.

More than the stars, babe I'll take you further then the stars.
Just take my hand, I'll take you there.