I'll Always Loved You

I always think of you..
My mind always says you're not worth it.
Even if its right.
I try not to believe its true.
You got me surrendered to your twisted sick life.
You got me begging for your attention.
Like its the only thing keeping me from going crazy
Separating you from me
Deep down inside I know I should leave
but then you called me beautiful and you suck me back in
You fed me your poison
It kept me by your side
You broke my heart so many times yet i always forgive you.
You made me feel like I was your everything
but you treated me like nothing
Yet..I'll always loved you..