SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO

I'VE ALWAYS BEEN LIED TO. GIVE ME SOMETHING TO HOLD ON TO,JUST GIVE ME SOMETHING THAT ISN'T SEE THROUGH. YOU LOOK AT ME AND I VANISH. DROWNING IN BLACK AND WHITE, WHEN STANDING NEXT TO YOU THE COLOR OF MY SOUL ISN'T SO BRIGHT. YOU REACH OUT YOUR HAND AND WHISPER "DON'T VANISH" LITTLE DO YOU KNOW HAPPINESS WITH YOU IS SOMETHING I ONLY IMAGINE. IM SO CARELESS, RECKLESS IM ALMOST HELPLESS. GIVE ME SOMETHING TO BELIEVE IN, GIVE ME SOMETHING SO THAT I CAN FEEL AGAIN. BUT YOUR WORDS ARE AS USELESS AS THE SMOKE FROM MY CIGARETTE BUT THE SOUND IN YOUR WORDS IS SOMETHING I WONT EVER FORGET.