Sister

You taunt me with insults
You scream at me
So it feels like everything
I do is wrong.
I lock my door
And go inside my head
You pick the lock
And pull me out of my mind
It's like you want me to go crazy
I've almost killed you twice
Yet you keep pushing me
Closer and closer to the edge
I try to contain myself
I stay up late
Long after you're asleep
And i focus on the pain
A small metal blade
Brings me peace
Crimson streams puddle
at my feet
But i always stop
Before i go too deep
Sleeves hide my wounds
The mask hides the pain
The pain you've created
Over the years
It hurts so much more
When i think
About how it use to be
When we were younger
And how close we were
What have i done
To make you hate me
How can i make this go away?
How can i fix everything?