Rambling thoughts of head vs. heart

Your the only person I think of when I wake up, my first and last thought before I lay my head .
Scared that I may love you to much because the person I am I love with all of my heart and ill give you all of me.
Do you really love me how I love you?
How far do you see our love going am I a faint memory toward your future memories.
Am I your everything, your one and only.
Should I believe the thoughts of repeated truth of former tainted loves or should I follow the longing away my heart desires you.
Do I listen to my head or my heart. Because my heart could love you past any indiscretion but my head thinks I deserve more clarity.
Almost haunted by the thoughts of what if's .