Sometimes Love Ain't what It Seems

Sometimes love ain't what it seems
It can drive you crazy
You give yourself to someone
Only to be let down
You get married for love
You think its the best thing that ever was
18 years
That a long time
Sometimes too long for a lady
wanting to join the night
It's always a mistake
You try to love her
But she's going out again
She doesn't say where she's going
Only that she will be home late
The nightmare begins
Love ain't what it seems
It's complicated
Sometimes Sophisticated
You just can't always understand
Why me you say
Thats how it is anymore
It's almost like a fad
Oh how love has grown sad
I wish for anything but this
my pain is too much
I feel lost
I feel sad
All that's left
Is the memory of what I had