Addiction, (First poem)

The addiction is to strong,
To strong to break,
it's all because of you.
you made my heart ache

You aren't much of a threat,
I'm glad you're gone
You are something I regret.
for some reason it still hurts.

the pain you caused me
went to high measures
now when I live
I have thought of sick pleasures.

you did this to me
now nothing compares
to displeasure I have
..it's called despair