Not okay

I am not okay
I put a smile on for everyone else
When really I'm dying inside
No one knows how I really feel

They think I'm happier without you
But that's not it at all
Every time I see your face
I break even more inside

I want to shut myself out
not talk to anyone
And fall apart
Till it's all over

You're the only one
Who would understand this
And now I'm here stuck
Drowning in my own thoughts