Supresed love

You say it's love.
But honestly it is not.
You grab hold of me and force yourself upon me like i was some doll.
I may not be as strong as you. OR even as big as you but a doll i am not.

What happened to your gentle hands? The one's you said would never hurt me?
You may not hit me but your ruthlessness still hurts.
Your one scary guy when it comes to pushing you away.

Why must you force me to be close to you?
They say jealousy is a killer.
What am i to do, i really have no clue.
I have love for you, but not the kind you want.
From you i must depart but question is, will i have the heart?