Beautiful Madness (realization kicks within)  

I once stood boldest throughout adversity,
now standing,
wilting,
inside pale sectioned dreams.

Demons lurked beyond eye reach ,
sulfurous scorching chastity      
shaking beneath my un-moistened feet,
diamonds strapped around
waistlines of  time thickening bombs,
fire-fighting devastation
with dis-enthralled Sea Horses.

Wondering how I caved
into love as hell holes.

Wondered if tangibility
took diving lessons
down bus barren road sides.

"I am not alive in these light shades"

Through hyperfocal distancing hover crafts,
I captured lost searched galaxy
inside blacked out vases.

" I unloaded living embryos into the thickened fog".