Why?

Why'd I ever even look your way?
I was only a jit, with not much to say.
And not much to vouch for cause I was so naïve.
And you preceded to use our short and simple past to create a morbid future with me.
If I had a time machine I would go back and walk right past your ass.
Just like I used to do my neighbor's overgrown grass.
I would keep focus and keep my head in the books. I can't believe my precious pearl was taken by such a crook.
A fool!

And now, words from the heart :).....

"Dear, ex I just thought you should know that you were one of the worst things that happened to me. I hope I lose memory of you and it disappears somewhere in a far far away galaxy. You never deserved the sacred love I presented to you. Well at least you KNOW you're a fxck nigga. Shidd, at least I can give that to you."

OOOH AND I SWORE I'D NEVER HATE YOU. AND IT STILL BURNS MY EARS WHEN I'M ASKED IF I USED TO DATE YOU. I FXCKIN MADE YOU. I USED TO PRAISE U, NOW I HATE U. BUT AS A FXCK NIGGA YOU WERE ALREADY SELF MADE. I LOST GRIP. I SWORE I WAS WAAY TOO SMART TO GET PLAYED. NOW HERE I AM WITH THESE TEARS BURNING MY CHEEKS. AND ALL YOU CARED ABOUT WAS SOME EASY KAT TO FREAK.

And NOW, there you go with your tail between your legs. Because you lost the only true love you probably ever had. You bruised a loving heart with a scar that was surely erased. Although memories of the pain forever remain in place. I just pray to God that I NEVER AGAIN see your face. I wiped my lipstick from your cheek cause you don't deserve a single trace.

As anger begins to manifest and become pain, my feelings for you quickly wear away. I'm weary with happiness and I have overdosed on a brand new love. I'm so glad we're over and I overcame my sick obsession with you. Did I mention that we are through?

Yes!
I'm so happy we are through.
I just pray I someday forgive you.

R.I.P. to the old me that loved a fool.
Her days are ooooverrrrr! :)