white walls

TREMBLING! my hands start to shake!
the blood drips down, down, down, DOWN!
cant look in the mirror,
that face just aint familiar.
im waiting to lose control.
the fire builds, my freedom is killed!
i have wanting that overcomes my will!

i waiting to lose control in these,

WHITE WALLS!
you dont own your life anymore,
you signed the form, your a whore.
your a test subject forever more.
WHITE WALLS!!
dont mind the screams own the halls.
back to your rooms at once!
security has been called.

the walls are closing in,
when will this nightmare ever end?

cant run away, cant find a way.
(there is none)
you have been shunned by society!
why am i here? nothing is helping!
i still want the drug, i still love to cut!
theres a burning pain in my gut.
CUT IT OUT!
stop this pain!
im not insane!
your making me this way!
wheres the help in this hell?
(there is none) thats swell!

WHITE WALLS!
your freedom washed away with the blood.
your demons have risen from the mud.
we hold you for their ease of access!
WHITE WALLS!
your blind! you dont know!
the consequences, so let the record show.
everything you refuse to accept.

these white walls are your sanctuary.
us doctors are your virgin mary,
driven to mold you in our conforming image!
now silence! and take your poison!

SHUT UP! get out of my head!
GET OUT! i just want to be dead!
LEAVE ME ALONE! my clothes are red!
AAHHHHHH! my addictions fed!

run away, find a place, far away.
even where nobody is safe.
just take me away, to my salvation,
pull me from my damnation.
just let me die, continue your happy life.
comprised of your lies.
just remember when your in your bar.
all we know is all we are........

WHITE WALLS!!!!!!