My name is Olliver

My name is Olliver.
No one ever hears my holler,
when my daddy makes me bruise.
I don't fight back,
because I know I'll lose.

No one cares,
I'm the reason of the laughs they share.
I try to fit in,
but they act
as if I'm the ultimate sin.

It's not much of a shocker,
but they're all mockers.
Why can't anyone see,
everything that happens to me?!

I know I'm not alone in this world,
but it's all so lonely, dry, and cold.
There are people worse off than me.
I tell myself and try to believe.

My friend tried to kill himself.
Everyone thinks he needs help.
"All I need,"
he says to me.
"Is you."
I finally realised no matter how hard you try,
sometimes you just have to cry.
He left me a note saying,
"I look the the sky
and hear angels cry.
I look to the ground
and hear Satans moan.
This world is filled with so much pain
and I'm sorry you'll never hear me say i love you from me again."
That was the night I wasn't there
to stop him from pulling the trigger...

I try to move on but I can't..
I have to hold it in because I know I can't rant.
I never wanted to say goodbye
but I couldn't stand it,
living a lie.

Three days after he was gone,
I was too.
Maybe someone will realise how much they have to lose.
I look down from heaven,
holding Damiens hand.
He's the only one
who will ever understand.