Guilt

Body overridden with guilt
Yet unable to tell the truth
As it will cost too much

She will lose friends
Be branded slut
All becasue of one mistake

So now she deals with her pain
Her hatred for herself
She is so lost

It won't let her forget
The betrayl
So now she is stuck in the past

Silent pleads for someone to listen
Someone not to judge
But she knows there is no one

So she keeps the bad
All to herself
Sinking under its weight

Knowing that when she becomes numb
She will feel nothing
Until the process restarts