After the Pain

After all the pain i still see something in you
Am I blinded by my love
Am I fooling myself by fantasing about that day
Knowing my worth and knowing I wouldn't hurt you
The distance between us grows.......
I'm cheating myself I know but for you I don't care
Being determined to make you see something in me
This blame game we play only seems to push you away
Its not just something ill forget yet I won't leave
Day in day out the picture of you as my girl begins to fade away.
I'm starting to realize just because I love you doesn't mean its meant to be
Although I know....the thought crushes my heart
Someone else in my place.....
Seem to be the worst pain I've yet to face.........