Waiting Games

No one else,
Compares to you,
I honestly thought,
We were stuck like glue.

Then you decided,
You needed a break,
With you my heart,
I allowed you to take.

I broke down and cryed,
Searched my skin,
For some sort of wound,
Where the pain did begin.

I didn't know what to do,
I ran away,
I couldn't stop thinking,
Of things I didn't say.

I said I would wait,
Wait for you to decide,
Maybe it would be enough,
For the pain to subside.

How long will it take,
What if I'm forgoten,
Left out in the rain,
My heart molded and rotten?

Is I life spent waiting,
Truely a life at all,
Waiting by the phone,
Dying for a call?

Is a life without you,
One I wish to live,
How could I find another,
If I don't have a heart to give?

I can't take it back,
Or rather I won't,
People said I'd want another,
Honestly I don't.

I can't help but wonder,
If you really love me,
If you say you do,
How true can that love be?

I wish I knew,
Only the truth,
So I can make a choice,
Before it steals my youth.