story of my life

They tell me what to do
well I'm through
no more words being said
shhhh I'm already dead
why do i care?
Oh yeah i don't
i hear them talk about me
they try to cage me but I'm free
you cant change who i am
i cut that's what's up
its true i do
your not my boss

you don't care
you say you understand
but you don't even try
cant you see the tears i cry?
No one does
its better then drugs and alcohol
but you ignore it all
you point out my flaws
i sharpen my claws
I'm posed to strike
you say I'm not normal
do you even know what normal is?

Yeah I'm wierd or different
i don't need your consent
cause i know who i am
but you don't

your words like hands on my throat
they take my light
you don't realize
look in my eyes
once beautiful and blue
now filled with hurt cuz of you
you think you know what's best
something missing from my chest

i want to end it all
but i don't
I wont leave Jacob
if i do he'll be scared
and alone
my last breath a groan
in pain
who i am is slayen
are u happy now?
The real me throw out
replaced by a fake
that's not me
let me be
don't change a thing
i wanna stay the same
I'm not a pawn in your sick game

Am i that amusing?
Your abusing your power
I'm decreasing by the hour

but my name will stay in your
words and your voice
time to rejoice
she's finally dead
but her corpse warm instead
something inside growing
the dim fire in her eyes
they quickly say goodbye
they shut the door
I'm left alone
with now way home
i turn around
i hear a voice
it fills my ears with the sound
of people joking about me still
my heart stabbed by a writer's quill
the story of my life
dark and ill