Pain of being apart

She’d lay naked in the snow
to be by your side
you giving her
the warmth she desires
She would tread hot coals
for you to lift her,
to bathe her feet
when they are on fire
The cold bathroom floor
she lay on last night
she pleasured herself
with you in mind
She chose the floor
to feel the pain
she let her hands
take it away
She craves your rage
when you are not here
She seeks the pain,
torment and fear
The strange thing is
she enjoys all of this
It makes your
 togetherness
Feel like bliss