break me

I crave to share myself
With all and every one
But every time they see
I swear to myself I’m done

I’m done trying
I’m done crying
I’m done wanting
I’m done hurting

Rejection is all I ever get
Every piece of me gets broken
My pain seems to be just a token
Of all my efforts

My pain is my world
Cause I’m not good enough
I’m not tough enough
to be forever alone

so break me over and over
I’ll keep telling myself you lie
until my stupidity wears out
and at last I finally die