Decouerte de soi

 I embark on a voyage ,without cardinal destination ,
Blind and without purpose, lost where journeys  end.

Decouerte de soi,
To leave the gates,of sanity,to
make  your road meander and weave between reality and dreams of loves perfection.

O wanton dreams of what maybe,
Yet an impossible and guilty diversion on lifes mediocre of being.

Decouerte de soi,
to realise my yearning and instability , leave me  grieving of lost passion.

Is it wrong to strive and for loves perfection if only cerebal,
Without physical punctuation.

Without evaluation and symmetry ,how can I continue to
Function in a rational yet with clarity of purpose.

I am tethered in
the web of many
Shades and colours
heightened and let amok.

Decouerte de soi
leaves me ignorant and less in touch of future happiness and contentment ,but left soul less and guilty in my
transgression.

Forgive me my beloved, dont judge my folly of
broken promise and vows once
Set in the granite
of eternal love.