Goodbye Lullaby

I take one last glance at you and say goodbye
Can't help the tears rolling down my cheeks
No matter how hard I try
What will be will always be

I've said so many things to make you understand
Did a lot to make you see
But your mind's set on someone else
Never will I get through to thee

At a point I seemed so close
To having you all to myself as I always dreamed
But those where the times I was used
as the next option to get at him

Guess you had it all planned out
And I see it worked perfectly well
Cause those emotions you locked away from me
With him are the same emotions you show with ease

I'm no longer living in a dream
Now I have a better understanding about why our brief relationship never knew peace
For your heart was so far from me
Irrespective of how close we got

Who am I to judge your heart?
Who am I to question your decisions?
Though it hurts I leave with no grudge
We only try but strange's the way of love

Surely  men will come for your beauty
Performing all the miracles you like to see
But when it comes to loving you truly...
No other will love you like me