Forever Ruined

She was stuck in hell
Reliving her past
Of those nights
You fell to the drink  
Slipping under her covers

Evil hands grope trembling body
Forcing off clothes
Tongue slithering down throat
Tears trailing down face
A silent question for you to stop

Shriveled fingers enter her folds
Tears falling harder
Pleading for you to leave
Shoving underware in her mouth  
To shut her up

You enter
Pushing further
Into her ruined domain
Rocking in her limp body
Shooting your evil load

Pulling out
Grabbing clothes
You leave
She lies in bed hoping to forget
The torture she endures each night  

Unable to reach oblivion
In the present
She pulls out her blade
And the black and blue lighter
Enforcing pain on her destroyed body

Slowly taking steps closer to the edge
About to cancel her future
Blood trickles down her wrists
Blisters bubble on her arm
She jumps

Relieved from the traitorous world