Snuggle bunny...

 Darling,

I've thought of you so much recently,
I'm missing you more then I ever thought possible.
My mind has went through paths I never did dare,
For minuets I was deprived of air..

My nights have been trampled with contemplation,
Pulseless veins overcome with condemnation.
I know your heart will never return,
And my scars never sewn.

But I think I've finally figured out where I went wrong,
Where i truly lost you.
It's when I fell in love with you,
When I decided I could never be away from your side.

Because that's when I started hearing goodbyes,
And all the fucking lies...
When I first started getting high,
Trying to feel the sky.

The only other way I could make it was with you,
And our time was through.
Still then I keep pushing you,
Trying to stay with you.

And today over you I remain in two,
Inside of me keeps lieing too.
Telling me I'm better off without you,
Even when I feel love for you undoubtfully..