Once Too Many

I've done it now
Just once too much
How can I prove her
My love and all such
When I can't keep a promise
About when I'll call
She waited for me to catch her
While I let her fall

And now that she's fallen
I gone down too
Wrap up in darkness
And deep shades of blue
Close eyes eternal
I don't want the light
The life that was worth living
Is a life I can't fight

Without her in it
It's empty and void
Go back to being played
Like pawn or a toy
If only she listens
And decides to stay
Only then again
Will I be happy in day

I apologize ever
And so constantly
I want her so badly
To look here and see
That t'was honest mistake
That I hap to forget
That's she's been in my mind
Since day that we met

That my love for her burn now
So strongly and true
That we can last ever
Eternally through
That even if I meds up
Every now and again
I'll keep her close by me
And bestest of friends