nonomnis

well dad why dont you talk to me,  
ask me if if everythings alright,  
cuz it seems like you dont care, (and the brutal truth is if u dont i couldnt give a fuck if i tried,)    
cuz to me it seems like you dont care  
but you got everyone else fooled,telling me to stop,  
that im  
too old  
for this nonsense, (what am i makin you look bad? didnt mean to  
do your mom and wife make you say the  
little of what you do?)  
fuck off cuz if you gave a shit,  
youd ask whats  
wrong,  
wouldnt condescend to me,  
your senseless heart and eyes seem all too able to patronize,  
i remember being a kid,  
having a dad, i called daddy  
now were more like two distant friends,  
i just cant help but to wonder what the fuck you think  
when you think of me  
 
(btw nonomnis isnt a word but it the word omnis with the prefix non.. i tend to do thinks like that sometimes, sometimes make up whole new words too)