Untilted : Breaking Up!

Simply sinister thoughts mount themselves to wet dreams… malice thoughts capture themselves in my joy and end up broken alongside my heart… pinched in, stomped, and drenched in forget… the memories place themselves with my conscience… and the thought of what was fulfills me with unforgiveness on my tongue dripped in refuge… refusing my self from thinking of what could have and now what is not and will never be…

Bleeding with longing and scared with the what were’s and the always…. I won’t find out why or what we did wrong… I’m missing the fights we could have had… the early mornings kissing tussling into the  sunlight… the mights, want, longings, and questions unanswered… they will always be there.. capturing my thoughts into words on pretty blue lines and red margins of lies … I emphasize the reality and the fantasy becomes a falsie… with no reason you left and suppressed the facts… now I’m left with the unknown… thrown around like a toy my heart… this time marks the change of darts being thrown towards the battle between hearts… clarifying I would do anything for you… for us… as it was a must… but you didn’t want that… you never did if you can just push us, we, me, you away..