her sweet scent

choking me if i dont prepare
pupils strained  
the smell so bitter sweet  
 inscents burning
spirtually  
stuck to the bed  
she sings me a lullaby  
her scent so strong  
i lay here mordified of her control over me  
she keeps me calm
i can no longer see my downfalls  
clearing every trouble i've been through
and just as i become comfortable with her presence
she leaves.. i now sit on my bed
with  a stale look on my face
why did you leave?
i cant keep chasing you when im feeling low
you cant choose when to come and go..
maryjane! follow throu with your flow  
can you please stay a little longer then the last time