Hell

The misty haze falls away from the sun
hanging out 'till this day is over and done
looking out the window, sun shining off the knife
wondering why I can't control my life
watch the steel bite into my wrist
feel the sting of my life resolved
no signs of live as I hit the floor
I wish this coldness would numb me some more
this pain hasn't left when will I be set free
now I'm doing solitary time
Looking at a life I left behind
wondering is anybody here, maybe everyone is dead
darkness surrounds me the emptiness is here
my life is now this to spend forever in this pit
the pain that tormented now replaced with fear
I cant stop thinking, can't see who I am
I've never felt such lonliness before
I wish I could turn back time
but it's too late to change my mind