eternal beloved

you are my angel in the darkness.
from the moment i met you, i knew i was blessed.
secrets you now know, never before confessed.
i know you by name but more by spirit.
you silence my screams, when no one else hears it.
letting go and facing death, i now fear it.
for you my eternal beloved, shall not be there.

so far, but still so close.
the distance may grow longer, we still grow stronger.
each moment we spend together.
is where i wish to stay forever.
by your side, in the night.
i am relieved, by your sight.
with your thought i write 1,000 rhymes.
the sweet, and screaming lullibies.
i will call you my beloved, till the end of time.

a talk with you, and the distance is shortened.
you in my life, is all thats important.
feelings so surreal, so new.
only obtainable through you.
but what do you see in me?
is it potential, beauty?
my insanity, my poetry?
id rather not know, its all for you.

your pain is my perdition.
before you, beauty was a false dipiction.
and love was fiction.
im too lucky your mine.
i will be there even after the end of time.
i will never again say goodbye, but
                goodnight........