Thoughts

My eyes roll back as i search deeper for assurance of what ive yet to become,
lingering thoughts beating my brain like a base drum,
and as the thoughts travel i write some,
trying circum where i came from,

not understanding the face front
of whats in store for me
I drive my self insane
trying to control what i have yet to attain
blindly searching for that lane
that will lead me to better,
Better days better nights,
better dreams better fights ,
better hearing better sight
, never fearing what is right
My words speak simplicity but yet actions struggle to follow through, fighting this battle with me, myself and i, call that the 1 man crew,
now picture that image i just drew, leaving my brain so screwed
sitting their like a liveless fool, confused on what i should and shouldn't do
But 1 things for sure my hunger is infinite,
the hunger to find success n peacefully live in it,
the strive to become greater than yesterday
the energy to have a better tomorrow and today
to not get phased or butchered down by negativity
but persevere in life with the ability to do any activity with grace and tranquility that bring one self stability