mixed emotions,

i scanned my finger,
and i got mixed emotions.
what does that mean?
i know who i love,
but could there be another?.

he wont take me,
as he is unaware
unaware for my feelings towards his heart.

i love him!
does he love me?

mixed emotions?
mmixxed emmmotions?

why,
what does all this mean?

i cant take this!
i want to be with him,
forever more.
he simply had me under his spell from a simple flik of the wrist,

but now mine is scared,
bruised.
and bleeding.

i love you,
cant you see,
take me take me take me!

take my heart and its beating in your hands,
i cant say no to you,
but i feel im not good enough,
im not good enough for you to love me to.

so my sweet
please be careful,
watch what you ask of me,
coz i cant say no to you

(sorry, this is possibly the worst poem ill ever do! i just have to publish it, this is all i feel right now, and its killing me! literally, every second i think about it, another scare apears!)