Depressed

A blank stare
No smile
Only a frown
Trying hard to hold back the tears
Strange is how my body feels inside
My mind has shut down
To think I can't do
The urge to cut is strong
I'm depressed
I don't know why
A shock of sadness has hit me
My body I can't feel
It seems like I've gone numb
This depression is not normal
Oh I don't know if ill survive
There are visions of death going through my head
My body begins to shake
The room I was sitting in is gone
Light has left me again
Darkness is all around me
Alone is how I feel
There is no one here
The shadows enjoy my company
They whisper lies
Tugging and pulling me I wish they'd stop
Those tears I've held back I can't hold back anymore
Tears run down my face
When they hit the floor beautiful colors come out
A smile still would not show
I am still depressed
The colors have gone
I'm still in darkness
Darkness has come back to my life
I am depressed