OUR PAST, MY PRESENT, YOUR FUTURE…..

I could’ve easily fallen for you        
I was already half way there        
You would’ve be one of the rare few        
Able to light my heart like a flare        
       
But I couldn’t feel the levels of distrust        
Mixing things up within my heart        
Trying to make me feel like it wasn’t lust  
I wouldn't even know how to start

I can see this now for what it really is
I wonder how I didn’t see it before I gave you the biz
It’s not my style to bow down and kiss your feet
Or worship the hallowed ground you’re walking on, please
It’s thought it wasn’t soo easy
To fall in love with someone who’s that effin cheesy

I was in, I’m out now
Untangled myself from those insulting bed sheets
I should’ve kicked your dumb ass with your own football cleats
That used to feel good beneath your touch
‘Cause sex just wasn’t worth the mind fuck

I used to be weak and put myself down
And you stood right there looking like a clown

I used let you pin me down and let you kick
Because I really hated to fight and I wanted a bypass
Remember that one night I slipped from your drunken ass, Ooohh I hate you, you stupid prick

Call it what you want sweetheart
But that ain’t love and that one day when I die I’ll be watching you suffer while I'm above….