cold

Although things change, and cant go back...
I cant believe the compassion you lack...
Its not just you who went through hell...
Its not now you whos lifes now fell...
Ive done now all of I can do...
Ive apologied so much to you...
And still the hate you hold so dear...
Forgiveness no-where close to near..
My whole life I have had this pain...
Future now wont look the same...
But you cannot forgive me then...
When I was ill and couldnt mend...
But now Ive got the help I need...
This will help me to succeed...
But all I wanted, was you around...
You sit in hate, without a sound...
I'll look forward as I get old...
But you will always be so cold...