Why No One Tried

I've been choking back on
Tears for weeks, and no one notices.
The tears finally flood my eyes,
And fall like rain.
There is a darker shade of hatred
Filling my head. I try to call out.
Will someone see my need for salvation?
I cry until I can cry no more,
And take a final shakey breath.
No more writing with the knife tonight..
I now see why no one tried, because
They all knew that no matter how hard
They tried, they couldn't protect me from myself.