The Rebel vs The Devil

To hell with the oath
To hell with all I was thought
I keep a steel in my coat
And woe be tied who's caught

In the range of my anger
I know my life's in danger
I know doom's closing in
But I've already murdered it within

I can't live on like a coward
Or suffer a fool's fate
I make my destiny myself
I'm not scared of hell's gate

I'm in hell already
So paranoid emotionally unsteady
Cold stares and curious eyes
And all I can read in them is "die"

But baby don't cry
I know I was blind
Now I can see clearly
All I have is revenge on my mind

They want to control me
Snatch my soul in silence
I'm not giving in easily
I promise more than violence

They've got me closed down
I hear them demons whispering at night
Scared to sleep I keep vigil
While grabbing my steel tight

Just in case they step up with something
The first to jump gets smoked
My troubled soul short of mercy
My heavy head loaded with dope

Staying high seems the only way out
While watching steady out my window
And tonight's so scary out there
Plus I'm short of endo

How did I get to this?
When again will I ever know peace?
I rather head for the grave
Than live on as a slave

I polish my pistol in preparation
To exit this world,my cell
Its the rebel vs the devil
And one of us is going to hell