Screaming Suicidal

god begs me to die
im like you have control of that?
hes like well...
im like but i like candy
he's like
well
I'm like tell me some secret tell me what happens next
he's gives me bad bad feelings that hurt
that make me want outside linger pain
that make me say your medicine is pathtic your love is cheap
your opinion doesnt matter
a shotgun fires
fast orange
thats hot
that lingers
depending where the fire enters
shoot the sky shoot try
your unhappy you dare to say youd rather have me doped up
I wanna recoil
I wanna revulge
I wanna reveal
I wanna destoy and heal
I wanna bleed and feel
I wanna feel the fear that i dont fear
I fucking scream im not scared
theres murder
I'm suicidal its called a favor
its called pleasure
I like trying new things
I know it'll be intense are you too intense to be surprised