Too Much Trust

I trusted.
I trusted too much.
I trusted him too much.
I let myself believe he was my cure
I let myself be swept away by his eyes
I let myself cry, agonize over him
I screwed myself over the moment
The moment I fell in love with him
The moment I let his ice blue eyes lure me in

Why, why was I so vulnerable?
Why did I let my guard down?
So many, many questions
How could one possibly answer them all?

I know I can't.

I can't believe....
I can't believe I lied to myself
Over and over and over and over again.
I can't believe I was so....

STUPID.