Untitled ( written for my first love and angel baby's father)

Once my lover
Now my friend
My angel's father
But nothing more again
You promised this time you would stay
But once again you walked away.
I said hello
When I should have said goodbye
I knew all along
That once again you would make me cry
Now all I wish
Is to lay down and die.
They say silence is golden
Ignorance is bliss
What in the world
Did I miss?
God only knows
That I can't go on like this.