If only

Beyond reach you are to me...
The hurt too deep for me to see...
But I no that I did so wrong...
This road I walk now is too long...
Lonley, sad and without you...
My days ahead, just looking blue...
I no it seems so wrong to say...
How much I love you, and I pray...
That you will see the me you had...
Before I made you very mad...
I look at what I did to you...
And don't think I dont feel it too...
The nasty way I made you pay...
The many sorrys, more I say...
I wish you could remember me...
The nice one, I wish to always be...
To love and help and nurture you...
To never see you look so blue...
I'll always love the man I see...
To love me back, from you for me...