Demise

"One way or another I want this to end"

I walk thru this valley
Of the shadow of death
I will fear evil
I will join the forces
That enjoy demise
Thrive on lies
That hate the dead to be alive

This new low has brought out delusion
Created a sinister solution
To the rest of my life
Would anyone care if I died tonight?
Permanent answer
To a temporary problem
Who here can solve it?

Push away those who care
Embrace the wrong crowd
Mark it down
My tragedy starts now
Fall from grace, gladly
Tip the scale to insanity
Fuck everyone on this planet
I'm at that breaking point
I've just had it

Mein Kampf, never ending
Drastic measures are pending
Which road do I take to meet the scythe?
Shortest distance preferably
I'm slowly murdering me
Every sip every time
I try to swallow my pathetic life.