Can't stand you

I can't stand you
I don't regret the day we started talking
There is some regret about our friendship
To be honest you are exactly like me before I started getting better
We had a conversation about my boundaries
You respect my body more than the boundaries I've set
You've expressed that you have feelings for me but I don't feel the same way
When you hug me I can't stand it
Your hugs make me feel a certain type of way
That's not a good thing
Since we've started talking you've been begging to hangout
I've denied your requests because you are darkness and I am light
We both know this way to well
Your requests I've denied because I'm afraid you'll drag me back down to the depths of darkness
When you tell me how beautiful and amazing I am I get agitated
Everyday before community meeting you're always depressed
Seeing you depressed kills me inside
I can't worry about you all the time
I have my own problems and goals that i need to take care of
When we hung out for the first time i had to lie to my parents
I'm not allowed to hangout with guys alone
When you held my hand I felt awkward
I didn't really want to be around you
I felt like you were pushing my boundaries
My boundaries and my body I need you to respect
You asked me one day if I thought you were a gentlemen and i said yes
I f you want to stay a gentlemen
you'd respect my boundaries
I'd like to keep you as a friend
but only as a friend
for right now our friendship is unhealthy
I would really like to have a healthy friendship with you