The Lie

The Lie
(for the man I love)

by gentlegirl

O my God what have I done
how could I have said to him
you lie you lie you lie to me
I hurt so much within

So untrue of the man I love
never could this be he
most beautiful man I know
can he ever forgive me

I say words out of anger
my body aches with pain
i only want you to hurt
its driving me insane

How can I leave you my love
why it has to be
its not fair to us
this illness sent to me

I know I hurt you badly
I cut you with my knife
These hurtful words of anger
you wish to take your life

You even offered life for me
and kissed away my tears
giving me breath of yours
softening all my fears

Please wait we marry one day
your only plea was said
don't ever leave me alone
as one we will be dead

We shed those painful tears
flowing freely from our eyes
Unable to stop myself
In anger I say you lied

Please take my heart to you
break it as i did yours
I'm oh so angry at life
Nothing matters anymore

I know our love exists
No matter what I've done
but can I erase your pain
Will we remain as one

My love if I could erase
words i said in anger
and pain of yesterday
words putting our love in danger

I'd hold your heart in hand
to mend it with my tears
I'll wrap it with my love
and keep it free of fears

Please please please forgive me
I beg this with last breath
for the I love you's we've said
Your love is all I have left

Come take my life from me
for always as one we live
A promise we made together
I beg you please forgive

If you are unable to love
then I will leave you with this
from the one who loves you stil
My last breath will be my kiss