Obliteration

I defiled myself on hands and knees,
I begged for your love but all you did
was put your foot on my back.

I asked you with every shred of myself
left to sacrifice for me.

You're a failure in my heart.

To say you don't deserve my love
is an understatement.

I dirty my lips by kissing your feet
and instead of gratefulness you shown
discontent, like a child on punishment.

All I wanted was for you to look at me
as if I were the only one you needed
to live on.

I was asking for too much when I said
'please love me and me alone' it seems.

What a fake you are.
What a disappoint you have become.
All you do is let me down no matter how
many times I give you a chance.

I am foolish for allowing you entrance
again and I deserved this second heart ache.

But if there is nothing else I can believe,
I know positively that any chance of 'us'
has been thoroughly obliterated by your own hand.