You're no good for me

You love me but I'm nothing like you,
It upsets you when I don't do what you want to do,
I'm sorry that I never fulfilled your expectations,
Or found the same passion in things you adore,

I never thought that I'd be punished for disagreements,
Or be suspected of suspicious movements,
I thought my honesty would be enough to convince you,
That consorting with another is something I'd never do,

My heart belongs to the only one I love,
But I know for a fact it never has been enough,
You always seemed to look for greener pastures,
Failing to see that your deeds caused me splintering fractures,

Love is so binding that it prevents me from parting,
Allowing fears to deteriorate my confidence,
I love you so much that even faith in a broken trust,
Fighting with myself not to hold on, but my heart must,

You made me bleed till I bled dry,
As the nerves were drained one by one they were forced to die,
But you don't know these things,
No, you choose to ignore them because I'll never leave,

The cuts on my arm and the bruises on my hands,
It's amazing how you could still ignore my demands,
I know you're no good for me,
Its really not even that hard, really not that hard to see,

Though in the name of love I stay,
Forgiving everything you do that hurt me in every way,
You used to be terrified at making me cry,
You got me thinking that you were a different type of guy,

To be honest, I'm broken by your mistakes,
To wake up everyday, do you have any idea what it takes?
Praying to god to help you love me as I love you,
But he can't even make you see that through,

I'm just waiting for that day that I'm not dependent anymore,
I'm just waiting for that day that I have the courage to unlock that door,
I'm just waiting for that day that I have no heart,
For that day that you realize what you've done,

But then... It will be to late.