The best it will be

I hate this computer screen
It mocks me
Makes me want more
When this all we can have
For now
When I desperately
Wish to
Hold you
Hug you
Comfort you
For real,
not with computerized words.
I want to
Play with you
Laugh with you
Smile with you
In life,
Not just see the yellow faces fixed
Against a glowing white background
I wish
To wipe away your tears of sorrow
With my own fingers
And hug away your problems
With my arms
I want my smile my happiness my love
To keep you warm
When your cold and alone
I just
Want to see you
Listen to your favorite music
And watch corpse bride
With a big bag of popcorn
In between us
But hours
Of time
And miles of earth and sea
Seperate us
I guess
This is the best
It will be