radiation poisoning

I absorb the heat radiating off of you skin
(the physical manifestation of your adoration)
suck it up into my system
like you suck up the cum
emptying out of my body
that you conjured with your frictional magic
I am poisoned by my own lust for you
you are impregnated with my dead seed

after this primal act of connection
we find ourselves to the bathroom
I slit your throat
then my own
we hold each other as we bleed out
in the corner of the shower stale
hot water and steam
further inviting the blood
until we are both empty
first of want
then of life
we fall into the black abyss of unconsiousness

we're found a day later
still in each other's arm
warm water now running cold
naked bodies pale as the ghosts we've become
heads down
backs against the tile wall
eyes closed
and throats open
our suicide pact
our final devotion