Abused

What I went through
No-one else could see.
Cutting and abuseing
Three by three.
Times were rough
The pain became deeper
Only with light,I became a seeker.

All went bad
You had no-one to play
Words I could find
But had nothing to say.
Your energy was clear
My life you did stear
But sadly,it's you I still fear.

You had me thumbs down
Made me feel like a horrific clown.
You stood there laughing
Fully satisfied
I stood there coughing
As I cried.

I had to leave you so soon
One rainy sad afternoon
Once bitten,twice shy
My love for you is left to die