Love Ain't Bad it's MAD

For all those moments I shared with you,
Every time you took me to a place, I never knew,
All you had to do was to look into my eyes,
And u look me over, disappearing my sorrows, my cries,
For whenever you held my hand ,
My knees would shake,
It would make me feel so elated . so grand,
Your dreamy smile, which I now know was fake,
Would send chills down my spine,
For I dumbly believed every time you said,
I am yours and you are mine,
For I was crazy about everything
Everything……..that was you,
For what I felt for you is inexpressible,
And people say to love someone like this,
Isn’t even sensible,
You made me go out of my senses,
For I crossed all fences,
This is beyond joys or pain,
And I am living thinking ,
Of what I was and what I am,
Still I have no regrets for I care a damn,
About myself, about anyone…….but you,
For I cant stop thinking of you,
That’s only what I do,
You broke me to pieces I am all torn,
I don’t have sunshine here,
Its always dawn!!!
But I still believe I was blessed,
In spite of my insanity……….I am not depressed,
For I now know, it was once though of,
I have lived my life loosed in your thoughts,
My thoughts which were only limited with you,
To you and for you,
You are I mine,
I still believe,
I had always believed and will believe,
My this believe will let you be mine someday,
A day with sunshine and not with dawn.