I Love You... Please Don't Go

 The laughing, the picking, the love that we have
Its so amazing that nothing can tear us apart. 
People look at us and think we are a perfect couple
And then we look at each other and say we're soul mates. 

But not everything is always as fine as it seems
Every picture painted had to be corrected once or twice
The perfection that they call it isn't entirely true
For little do they know, there's much more to the truth. 

One day we may be happy, 
Walking around school like two in love 
The next day we may be down, 
For the monster had corrupted us

Depression, sadness, lack of sleep, and even lack of love...
This could lead to many things.. Like getting sent above
Suicide is the monster and he lurks between the both of us
Eating away at you, leaving me to clean it up. 

Alas, I don't like it one bit for it makes you say such horrid things
But If I love you like I know I do I must stick along side
For you always say I'm the only one left..
That I'm the one keeping you alive. 

It hurts to see you suffer through this 
I wish I could do more to help
But if staying by your side forever is what it takes
If leaving when you leave is what Must happen
Then baby you know for damn sure I'd do it all for you. 

Sitting here at 9 at night thinking all this through
You don't return my phone calls or text me back at all. 
Last time we talked you were talking about a shower then your knife...
And now three hours later I know your shower is over... 
Three hours later and no word from you..
And all I can think is..... Please, no.